May the Wish Of Star Bless you

Breakdown

2011-09-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

I want to breakdown - trying to act high and happy so I won't breakdown.
I want to cry - but i can't.
I want to shout
I want to care about you
I want to love you
I want to remember you - i can't forget you
I want to be near you - but you want to push me away..
I want to always be with you - but i guess you dont wanna be...
I seriously like you - i say this from the bottom of my heart.
I miss you - do you?
I trust you
I believe you
I want to become a better gf for you - so you will be happy
I will become more understanding
I will promise you anything
I won't break promises that i made to you
I will try my best to make you happy

Seeing you smile is already enough for me. Seeing you happy makes me happy too. 当看到自己喜欢的人开心时，自己也会开心
I am so scared of losing you - till the extent I would be unreasonable.
If I could turn back time , I would seriously grant all the things you want back then. However , I guess it's all too late.
How I hope I could save this situation , and make it better once again.
I will hold on. I will bear with it. I will wait for the day where things will turn better. I will always wait for you.

The little things you say , the little things you do , is enough to make me happy. I am satisfied now. Having you by my side is a blessing. Being your gf is a blessing to me too.

I only will cry and smile for you.

Things were like ok awhile ago... so why ?

Relationship is something that requires communication , mutual trust , honesty , understanding , making each other happy and tolerating.

You have tolerated me so much back then.

I really really want to keep this r/s going...

I think I should pray everyday that things will get better .. I won't give up..

Exams

2011-05-03T08:49:00.000-07:00

it's the 4th day of exams , gambatte people :D
tomorrow is physics ~ weee .
i miss co. oh god. exams , please end soon !!
i want to buy MCO disc :O so cool right. xD

if u try to ruin my life , i will not let you . why should i let someone else ruin my life . this is my life , and i will choose how i want to walk . people guidance and words will eventually lead me to my goal . but not something that would ruin my life and will just divert me away from my goals.

Anti vulgarities :) Try not to use it. :O!!

@wanrui i saw yr sushis ok LOLS. june holidays~

Urmm hi

2011-05-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

Urmm hi. this blog is dead...

Wow so long nvr update.

2011-03-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

Hi. So long never update. Had some time.
Yay I got my new com :) wooo.
Syf is coming. soon. v soon.
shall do my work now ~

come on guys , never give up . look on the bright side . i will never stop improving . never .

HELLO

2011-02-13T06:56:00.001-08:00

HI IAN. I KNOW U READING MY BLOG. LOLS. HELLO!! ;D

2010-12-29T06:31:00.001-08:00

-Don't cry over spilled milk.

Self-reflection

2010-12-03T07:17:00.000-08:00

Hey yo . My head is filled with alot of things recently. And suddenly I want to do some self-reflection .

1. I read my comments in the past and the things I posted. And I realised that I am damn bitch and of a whore. And super guailan.

2. I am indecisive.

3. Sometimes , I push responsibility to other people .

4. I am inconsiderate.

5. I never thought of other people's feelings in the past.

6. I am kinda rash at times.

7. I feel that I'm useless.

8. I lack courage.

9. I can be very act.

Everything I do , I feel that I'm wrong. I want to solve 1 problem , but it still can't be solved. Seriously , I want to solve that problem. I tried , but i guess I need to try harder. But eventually the person will push me away.
At times , I will seriously go crazy and really felt like I could collapse. But something within me told me to go on.
I don't like to say out what am I thinking . I felt that I am so useless. Sometimes , I can cry over small things .
I got looked down many times. But I bear with it.
I really felt like slapping myself. "Why am I so useless?" is what I normally think of. To me , it seems that I could never do anything right.
I hate it when relationships between me and my seniors/good friends sour. I thought of changing school that time when such thing first happened. But I didn't. What made me stay ? My mum supported me to change school. But seriously , what made me stay ? I don't ask for forgiveness or anything. As I don't deserve it. Seriously I don't. I am such a whore , so why bother forgiving me.
I always wondered why am I not a genius . So I can do everything perfectly. Why am I so incapable. I can't do anything well.
In the past , I was such a whore. I feel stupid. Seriously stupid.
Sometimes I can be very act , at least to me. But when that happens , people would feel that I am very act too. I would call myself a whore liddat.
This year seems to have pass so fast. But , yet so slow.
If I can , I would like to change many things. But I can't.
I lack courage. Why can't I have more courage.
Sometimes I am too direct and hurt people's feelings.
I can be very rash at times. When something happens and I am unhappy , I will do things that I don't want to do. Bad things.
Sometimes it's because of me , everything is being pulled down. Thanks to me. I am the stone that is blocking their pathway to the goal.
Seriously , I regret alot. I dunno what to do sometimes. I can just feel like banging the wall , forgetting everything. I rather be a person who never talks at all and have no emotions...
... That't what I thought.
I have some really great friends out there who really cares for me. They taught me alot of things and most of the time they are always there for me. I am seriously very touched. I really feel guilty towards them , as I feel that I emo alot , and hence giving them trouble.
I dunno what good points do I have. I only know all the bad points. I know I suck , horrible and others . I want to change. But for the better , and not the worse. Seriously , I want to change...

- 请告诉我我到底该怎么做

long time no post

2010-11-18T04:16:00.000-08:00

Woah. Long time never update le. lol. o.o
Last update on Oct 14. lol nice one.

Today Swiss Open House dry run ~
Met up with Wanrui at 7.30am @ Bukit Gombak and went to eat breakfast. Sian. Prraata shop nvr open. Ended up eating mac. Which was lyk OMG. -.-
Walked to school~
Reached co room. Wah pin up fringe LOL.
Yay memorise score le :)
Wth i was really pissed la-.- i can seriously just scold-.- why do i always have to ren-.- i am in no position to scold or wat-.- but it's lyk seriously-.- i won't elaborate much. come on , u are childish. seriously. u don't even respect me. if u don't even respect me , and u expect me to respect u . -.- doing that shows that u don't respect me. do u think i'm jealous or anything? or trying to show off? sorry but i gonna tell u the answer is NO. Seriously i am giving u face. -.- you are seriously unreasonable and disrespectful. -.- i seriously give up hope on you .
Sorry i didn't know I was inside too. :X
Played the set piece. Ok roughly can play la. o.o"
Went to eat lunch. OMG. MAC AGAIN . SERIOUSLY LOL.
It was fun at mac hahas :D
ok walk back to sch.
finish. go shakery. chat chat chat.
ahhh. i cry so easily. LOL :X everyone was lyk relax relax chill chill . LOL
Yay I love Jasmine Wong , Yong Zhi Ming , Gan Sun Chin , Phang Wei Zhan , Nicole Yap and Pamela Tan xD hahas :B
it was fun too on the mrt :) hahas.

ok kinda busy now. LOL.

hair~

2010-10-14T07:52:00.001-07:00

HI. I CUT MY HAIR LE. I LOVE MY HAIR. OK BB. LOL.

Sian

2010-10-13T04:05:00.000-07:00

Yos. :B
Ytd and today didnt go sch. kinda of sian.
I cant get my games to work. gonna settle them ltr on i think.
Cheery dear , you are influential. LOL :D

Tmr going to sch for 1 hour just to have the subject combination talk. :X stop influencing me , argh. i made up my mind le leh >< !
Maybe gonna cut hair tmr. :O !

DotA 2 matches today. Yay. both heroes are pigs. LOL.

Hi. Cheery is sending me sounds now. LOL.
li shang wang lai.
Hi. I am sending you sounds too Cheery. LOL.
OMG SPONGEBOB LOLS.
Pikachu xD
liu xing yu T^T LOLS. so nice :p !
"Do you know the muffin man?
The muffin man ?
Yes the muffin man."
nice shrek scene.
the machine just beeped.
digimon <3
omg ben10. LOL.

eh. ytd there was an epic goalkeeper.-_-

ok nth much to post le. lalala. :D

yay going out soon !! :D havent decide place though -_-

exams are over

2010-10-11T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hello!! Exams are over :]
Yea , they are over but still have to receive results :X argh . ><
Will receive report book 2 weeks ltr. :( scared. >o< hope i can get the subject combination i want :X lyk PLEASE. ><

OMG. first time do the. the. the. LOL. Painting? :X idk uh !! for my name. <3 so cool!!! :D yay !

Went out today.
Nice milo and chocolate :D LOL *ahem*
WSH stop being so random and stop pouring things on me LOL.
Argh. I am damn full. I didn't eat that much i think. :X ! Omg $16.35 !!
And count your money yourself ! :D
Gossip gossip wth.

Ok let's summarise for exam :
English Paper 1 = Urmm ok uh i think? :X i wrote the same topic that i did for tuition. >< !
English Paper 2 = maybe cmi? wahaha T.T
Maths Paper 1 = eh. still ok la? :X scared careless...
Maths Paper 2 = cmi liao. cnnt get 40 and above AGAIN.
Chinese Paper 1 = GG!
Chinese Paper 2 = oh my mother.
Science = hi i love science
History = confirm cmi. :X
Lit = cmi cmi cmi
Art = yay.

yea only liddat bah. :O LOL. Must get in triple science . god please. :X LOL. Who going same subject combination as me? :D

Gonna start updating blog mre often le ~

I love saying hi LOL XDDD

Anyway I die also not gonna accept you-.-
Please uh-.- I never said I wanted to be your __ or wat-.- I already have been hinting you le. Yet you still don't get it-.- argh.

Ok wait facebook kana spam now. afk. LOL.

ERASER

2010-09-18T20:29:00.000-07:00

WHRS MY ERASER. ERASER ERASER ERASER. AHHH. WO DE ERASER AHHH. NI ZAI NA LI. 2 ERASER LEH. EEEEEKS. ERASER !!!! D: TT.TT !!!

9 more days.

2010-09-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI HAN ! :D

9 more days to first paper. :X haixx.
no mood to study. every body pain , headache. argh. -.-

went for tuition today. yay i completed my hmk leh :D hahaha. lol .
class was quite quiet during maths. science was ok o_o lol . kinda noisy liao .
nice talking tom. wakaka.
nice hmk. i lyk hmk but im lazy to do. wakaka. LOL. weird me. o.o

ok lets list out the hmk...
English tuition hmk - compo
maths revision paper 1
maths revision paper 2
maths revision paper 3
maths revision paper 4
maths tuition revision paper 1
maths tuition revision paper 2
science workbook - sex chapter
science tuition revision paper
revision for history test
art - the scream

quite alot. again. >< alamama.

tmr sunday . eeks. must complete art ! :X jyjy :X

ok wanrui say dota. 1 MATCH AH. 1 MATCH ONLY AH. LOL. ><

I WANT A KEYBOARD D:

sian die me

2010-09-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

sian die me. recently keep using this. lol.
headache is spamming me >: boo.

holidays over :X lol. sian. >: so tired on the first day of school ... >< first period history still ok.
haixx haixx haixx. >: 烦好多东西哦... 烦这个烦那个，为什么总是烦不完的 ><

sian money all fly. bought so many presents. lala. >: my money ~ LOL.

cnnt dota wif wanrui . my time all fly fly. i want train new hero uh.

心碎，心痛
痛苦，辛苦
悲伤，悲哀
一次又一次你不知不觉中伤害了我

i want slack. i want slack.

back pain hand pain arm pain shoulder pain everything pain pain pain

later maybe continue update uh.

hmk ：　
maths revision paper 1
maths revision paper 2
maths revision paper 3
maths revision paper 4
tuition maths worksheet
tuition science worksheet
tuition science electricity 1
tuition science electricity 2
tuition science electricity 3
tuition science electricity 4
english tuition composition

omg...?

sleep sleep >:

2010-08-28T22:56:00.000-07:00

Yo. These few days i have been sleeping non-stop >: Once i reach home , i will sleep till the next day and i sms only reply 1 person. LOL. Sorry to those that I keep never reply. >_< Even now , I am still sleepy D:
Teachers are gonna kill me for not handing up work soon. -.- If i keep on sleeping liddat I won't be able to do work >: sob. I wonder why am I so sleepy >w<
Have to complete quite alot of work. Rarrw. x.x jyjy. I am just afraid that I may fall asleep again-.-

Homework:
~~Literature~~
~~CME~~
Maths
English
Art
Science
Tuition homework for English (I can't find the paper D:)

Went to South View to do CIP ytd. Omg their conductor >w< I wonder what will happen if that conductor was our conductor >w<

I want sweets >: Sweets gimme energy >: Sticky LOL. (Y)

Exams coming. :O Gotta buck up >w< Can't study cux i keep sleeping D: rarrw. And I am damn blur recently. x.x

NDS games roxs. :3 <3 I hope the games would be able to work on my R4. >:

Ok I'm broke. seriously broke. -.- my money
Random post. Cux i think i will be sleeping when i reach home the next few days so I will try to post now. ._. wahaha.

fever >:

2010-08-24T05:14:00.000-07:00

Boo. Having fever >:
Went to school today despite having fever. Reach 39.5 degree celcius la .___.
Having fever still must do literature... sob.
Went back home at around 12pm. >_< Started sleeping around... 12.15pm ~ 12.30pm? :x Then sleep all the way to 7.15pm. >_<
Sian gonna do lit. >: tmr still got science test. >: wonder if i can go sch.
Headache . -_-
Yes wanrui i know xiang dang nian i v epic (Y)
ok off to do lit.

Im sad. yay

2010-08-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

I'm sad. Yay. >:
Feel lyk shouting out all my thoughts. Boo.

Boo

2010-08-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

Boo. Yo. o.o Quite some time never update le :O
Came to update since have a little bit of time LOL. Just finished my quiz at asknlearn >< omg results suxs ><

Ytd wanrui came to my house :O
Laugh till stomach pain T.T ur fault :@ Boxhead LOLOL.

Homework :
~~Asknlearn Science Quizzes~~ (due on friday)
作文
作业 (due on friday)
~~词语练习~~ (due on friday)
CME
Maths
Literature
~~Swiss Science Challenge~~
~~D&T SCAMPER~~

.... o.o ...... 4 hmk not done.... omg why swiss science challenge D:
ok gonna do lit , swiss sci challenge , zuo wen and maths by today. (Y)

Wanrui is asking me to play 1 match of dota now >: LOL

>< ok study study today. byebye. ><

Yoyoyoyo

2010-07-27T05:47:00.000-07:00

Yoyoyoyo.
Like 20 days nvr update le ~.~
Urr since I have time , I might as well just update now. LOL ><

Urr today is ok lah.

First period is....... Wait ah today is tuesday hor..... I think first period is maths.. I think? First 2 periods are maths. o.o Mensuration. Wow , I just completed that chapter at tuition.
3rd period. Literature. ~
4th period is recess. ~
Mr Yoong came in to our class to talk. Lol.
Haixx ><
5th and 6th period is Mother Tongue.
Omg yuan wang ah. I formed the sentence myself !! ><
Later CME ~ Went to com lab. Then back to the class to do class deco.
Helped out in class deco and was late for co. .__. ...
Today CO was ok. I guess. lol.
I think I got abit too high >< LOL.

OMG I WANT THAT GLASSES T.T !!! I'm gonna buy it >< !!

Wednesday : Science Test
Thursday : Literature & History Test
Friday : Chinese Test

Woah. Jyjy. ><

I am damn tired recently. :( And idk why. No matter how much sleep I get , I am still very tired. :(

Gift of a Friend <3

Ok I have to do work le. ><
Bye ><

Maybe you are seriously that , but i always tried not to care. I don't want to spoil relationship ok. But sometimes , maybe you really did made me somewhat pissed sometimes? I don't really care.

Today almost scolded out during co. Lol.
Can you please respect your seniors? Can you? Even it is an opinion to you , listen to other people's opinion. You can never be 100% right. No one is perfect - I'm sure you know that. Well , you know it right? Then why can't you just listen to other people? Please lah , you think you very pro izzit. She can be right lah , you are arrogant. You think you are always correct izzit? You think you very pro izzit? Can you stand in other people's shoes and think? I sometimes seriously feel like scolding you.

1 day without u

2010-07-07T04:20:00.000-07:00

1 day without u makes me crazy.

OMG ANTS. :@

AND YX WHEN DID I FALL INFRONT OF U!? WHY DONT I RMB!??! O.O

Ooo yea. bought new iphone casing and it was anime tt kind :O!!!!! Not expensive also !! >< Yay!
Now look for Nds covers lurh. ;x Otherwise my nds is gonna get damn dirty. ><

I have been completing my homework!!!!!!!!!! :O
OH WAIT I STILL HAVE MY TUITION HMK.
OK THERES NTH. :P

Today damn damn damn tired. Reach class - Sleep. I can hear people shouting even I am sleeping. =.=
Wanrui came down and smack me ! Ok we both sleep sleep together :P then sleep and sleep.
Guallin came. LOL. Can't sleep well le. x.x
Ah? Chinese cher come say move newspapers. Oh well.
Sleep sleep sleep. Hello v black. You have arrived!
Assembly. Ok blahblahblah.
SPOTCHECK AH ! Ok pass :3 LOL.
Move newspapers. lalala.
OMG THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE HELPED!! :D
Ok lesson.
Blahblahblah.
....bridge. yea bridge. ya know. :x
Yea blahblahblah.
Cant find Mr Shashi. Ahhhh.
OH YA DURING PE LESSON I FALL DOWN. ALWAYS FALL DOWN. ALL PE LESSONS I FALL DOWN ><

Went to Causeway Point. Waited for mum for awhile. Ok lets go shopping(?). LOL. Yea so on and so forth. :P
Wah raining raining raining. Tornado 0.0!
Went back home in the end. Slacked for awhile. Did my work. And now i am blogging.

After such a long time I am making a proper post here. :x Cux normally really no time :x Idk why , but I am just v busy nowadays. And , it's only 2nd week of school. :x Gambatte... ! >< Gonna work hard.

I saw it. And idk anything much. I am trying to forget. Yes I am. i dunno whether it is good or bad.

I think sometimes I am crazy. Why? Cux I can make people laugh till they fall off their chairs. LOL. WTH!

Ok i think maybe im gonna end here. Update the next time. lol.

I am going crazy.

Boo.

2010-07-05T05:51:00.000-07:00

Yo. here to update. lol.

1 week holiday pass le. yay. ok why am i yay-ing?

had a super weird dream last night. lolx.

ok i have alot things to do now. next time update more.

2nd day of school

2010-06-29T05:29:00.000-07:00

Yo. Today is the 2nd day of school.
Having History and DnT this semester ~ ~
Had a change of Maths teacher again. ><" Maths teacher taught before Hwa Chong :O And he gave me a sweet today. LOLS.
And yea , new lit teacher too. OMG the teacher is v funny lah !! LOL.
Had CO today. hahas was fun. :P LOL. Abit too high. LOL.
Ok im gonna do hmk. Weee.

idk

2010-06-22T05:52:00.001-07:00

idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk
i just dk

yay im going crazy. everything is messing up in my mind. wooo.

damn myself man.

Boo

2010-06-13T21:31:00.000-07:00

Boo.

I realised this week I'm fully packed. =="

Monday - tuition
Tuesday - CO
Wednesday - Someone drag me out for FISHING o.O ( are u seriously going to the ocean!?)
Thursday - Project
Friday - CO
Saturday - CO + tuition
Sunday - its my slacking day... for now .

Your body actions give you away when you are nervous as everybody does an action without them knowing themselves when they are nervous.
This is what i learnt :D

Never try to not sleep for 2 days. LOL. ._."

Blah. T.T

I have more nicknames now. Such as , Fuzzy Wuzzy -.-" I shall reduce the usage of Ursa Warrior next time i play DotA ==" Let's try to use other heroes =="

I seem to be slacking these few days. I did my homework , but a little @ a time :x Woah. 3rd week of holiday already. 3RD. ._." so fast. so fast so fast so fast. D:

Basically nth mch to update. :x LOL.

Tuition ltr. Maybe ltr after tuition update. :O

2nd week of holiday

2010-06-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

It is the second week of holiday already. Woah? Guess I was right about this holiday being fast ._.

Completed majority of the homework. Left , chinese and english?
Yea I have been studying and doing homework. lol.

New instructors :O
Urmm the conductor was not bad actually. I look forward to him conducting =]
I don't feel that practicing Xu Qu was actually useless. Urmm , new experience? :x lol. :x
New cello teacher. OMG i screw up man. -.- He told us to play anything wif 20seconds. Oh yea , i screw up. My heart was lyk it is gonna jump out D: crap T.T Haixx D:
Ok I am not gonna lose hope or anything... x.x lol .... HAIXX TT.TT

Saturday also got tuition. Urgh. lol.
AND WHAT THE HELL. I SHI LIAN? LOL. THAT WAS TOTALLY ROFL LMAO.

Had tuition today. Was damn rofl. Damn funny. xD LOL. I THINK MS POH IS GONNA KILL US IF SHE SEES WHAT WE DID , MARK ! LOL. :D DEAD.

Ok basically nth much else to update i guess.

Replies to tags.

2010-06-02T09:33:00.000-07:00

siuhui!: NI BEN LAI JIU SHI CRAZY DE. LOL !
SHEN ME YI SI MA! LOL

siuhui!: CHILLAX<3
THANKS <3

xinzhen: Hey, thanks! You too! :)
tyty ! :D

Alicialala!: DONT BE DISAPPOINTED WITH ME ): LOL LOL. Nooo lah cheer up girl! <3
LOL NOT YOU LA :) thanks! :D

wanrui: hellohihellohihellohi :D LOL
siao keena! shoo! LOL jk :P

PAMELA: HUIQIIII TAGGED :D i shall link you back, guess i lost it that time <
PAMELAAA :D thanks for tagging ^~^ kkays! :D

lit drama

2010-06-02T09:07:00.000-07:00

went to school today to have. literature thinggy. Poem through Drama.
Urmm overall quite fun. But i guessed I'm too tired... so cant really enjoy totally.

Ouch for my blister. ._.

Went to Lot 1 with Jasmine , Yi Jun and Jesleen.
OMG SAW MR LEE!! :D :D :D :D LOL!

Ok went back home.
Played ds and sms for awhile.
Fall asleep ._. @ around 3+?

Woke up @ around 8. Mum scolded me for sleeping so long. ._.""
LOL when i woke up i thought it was lyk , 8am!? I was lyk : huh? huh? LOL. -.- Then i went to brush my teeth since i thought it was morning. LOL. ==" gong gong la :x LOL.

Wah. Blister v v big one hors. Then while sewing , I accidentally poked until my blister :@ Now still pain though . Cux not lyk fully recovered i guess :O
Ok I think I am gonna use other fingers for plucking during co on friday/saturday.
Omg can i not go tuition? :x LOL. jk. >_<

Im gonna complete my holiday homework :@ abit too slack liao. :x lolx.

Body keep no energy. ~.~ LOL. V pain D: sob.

I'm nocturnal. ._. morning can sleep @ night cnnt sleep. owl~ hoot ~~ hoothoot LOL.

Wah that really got me quite pissed off -.-
Please lah. I wonder you really know it urself anot :x lolx :x

ok nth mch :x im just feeling damn bored.

omg

2010-06-01T09:45:00.000-07:00

Yo. Updating. for fun. lolx.

ok father is scolding me not for sleeping. lolx.

blister. ._. v de pain. haixx. :x

i think today not bad lah :x lol

tmr still got lit. lala. need go sch. ._. haixx mrt so many ppl

4 days eat less than 5 meals. -.-

Please lah. I can't believe I'm pissed @ this time. :@
You know I'm neutral de. What you expect me to do. .__. I help any side both also buaysong. I don't help then you buaysong. Lawls ah. .__.
You don't even fully understand me. ._. Please lah. You know what i feel anot? ._. DUNNO CAN DONT MAKE FALSE ACCUSATION ANOT.
I can tell you that I am much more disappointed than you.

lalalalalalalala

2010-05-31T19:56:00.001-07:00

lalalalalalalalalalalala~
LOL CRAZY EARLY IN THE MORNING. HAHAHAHAS. :B
ELMO!

Oh crap im crazy -.-

I been waiting for your msg

2010-05-31T08:04:00.000-07:00

Created this. lalala. :x

Cheery's birthday party ! :D

2010-05-30T23:21:00.000-07:00

Hellos :]

Went to Cheery house ytd and had a surprise bdae party! XD lalala.
Took many photos there. Some of the photos that i like :B

Memories <3

Hope Cheery enjoyed this birthday party =]

Met up with Janice first . Woah she arrived early :O
Fang Ni was late as she gaga take wrong MRT >_< Jia Hui overslept and Jasmine had to arrive late :O
Went to Cheery's house by her Father's car :D

Reached @ Cheery house :P
Woah we hide XD
OMG I HAVE DEPRIVE CHILDHOOD. LOL. SO EXCITED UPON SEEING ALL THE BALLOONS. XPXPXPXP
Yea , Cheery arrived. but she doesnt look THAT surprised >_< lol >_<

Played whole day XD

Fun XD

It was a damn fun day alright :B Meetin up with primary school friends too after all. xd
Pictures all @ facebook xD

Ok later got tuition. :x

Holidays ! :)

2010-05-29T00:28:00.000-07:00

Hiya ~ =]

It's holidays ! :D
Got a feeling this holiday would be short. :x

CO in the morning :O Worh. Must take MRT on my own with my cello liaos ~.~ Hope MRT not alot people otherwise me and my cello will get squashed TT.TT

WOAH. I leart a new language !PUNJABILEH :D !! Boo? Woo? LOLX. XDXD

Urrrr it looks lyk its gonna rain. Currently 3.41pm. .__."

Been sleeping @ 2am+ these few days XD LOL.

DotA. :P
I love the nicknames i give. LOLX. :P ~
Oh yea btw , it is DEFENSE OF THE ANCIENTS. LOL. NOT DEFEAT OF THE ANCIENTS. :P
I think Wanrui and me have totally merged DotA wif real life le. LOLX.

I am looking forward to tomorrow ! :D I hope everything goes smoothy. >.<

Yesterday was a fun day. XD Hahas. :)

I <3 CWR & WSH . LOL. They give me joy XD Make me laugh till stomach pain. LOL. Smack u two !

Met a guy at Wednesday. He looks damn familiar but i just can't remember who is that. O-M-G. I know he is from Swiss but I just can't remember. He just graduated last year -.- My STM ~.~

Stop spamming my wall u Dora ! LOLLLLLLLLLLL.

JASMINE!!!!!!!!!!!!
My arm still got the correction tape. LOL. -.-
Meow! >w< LOLX!??@?#@/?#@/

Started doing holiday homework. And only realized got chinese project to do till Jiang Lian reminded me. LOLX. oh crap. :x havent even choose topic ! LOL.

Lawls the english >_< So many things to do. TT.TT @ least maths is better :D weeeee !

Ok off to play DotA with CWR xP

CIP ?

2010-05-25T05:40:00.000-07:00

Yo . Jiayous jiayous. Lalalalala.

I may have realized it , but it's only after a long time then I realized it. I seriously dunno why must you do that actually. I seriously don't get it. What's the point , lyk , come on. .__.

If that choice was true , I would ....
But that choice isnt true .... I don't want history to repeat anymore , thats why .

Omg i enjoyed today de co <3 Yay ! :D Somewhat it was really fun , huh ? :)
Well , of course i still have to keep on practicing and practicing.

TMR RMB BRING ENGLISH FILE. AND LITERATURE WORKBOOK. AND.
myself -.-

tmr gettin report book? O~M~G ~ LOL

Ok off to do stuff -.-

2 days left

2010-05-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

2 Days left =]

Tired today >_< Quite a fast day for me today :D

As usual , I fell down during PE. LOL.

Urrr go do lit le. lala. bb

Happy Birthday :P

2010-05-20T04:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Chang Feng !! :D

Went out today :D Chat alot. V fun :D lalala.

Theres cca tmr !!!!!!!! OMG. <3 WEEEEE.
Practiced Cello ytd and today. :) Cello roxs :D

I feel so sorry to Wanrui and Jiang Lian. lol ._. talk till half then i fall asleep. AGAIN. TT.TT SORRY !!

Whole body damn pain. =.= haixx.

Sick . Flu . D: How did I get a flu anyway? -.-?
I'm losing my voice. :(

Oh crap my results :( 3 of them not A1. And my mum is lyk killing me. -.-

How I hope that ends quickly. :X .......

Jiayous. Jiayous. JIAYOUS.!!

Whatever. :P

Happy Birthday :)

2010-05-19T05:23:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Crystalline =]

A New Starting.

2010-05-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

A New Starting - is what i would say.

Yea. I got it.
The answers? They are in my heart.

I wouldn't want to see a drop. My heart would drop with it.

Mentally Prepared

2010-05-17T07:51:00.001-07:00

Mentally Prepared.
Of cux , I hope that thing would be fake.
But would it be?

Time really flies. It's gonna be June. And yet....!?

-.- I'm not ur punching bag dammit. -.- you buaysong come scold me for what. ._.
I buaysong I let out on who? -.- ...... haixx.
nehmind. i dont want say anything more. OK? HAPPY? .__.

:(

2010-05-14T05:03:00.000-07:00

Crap. Got back some of the papers today and I am fucking disappointed in myself. :(
How am I　ｇｏｎｎａ　ｓａｙ　ｔｈｅ　ｎｅｗｓ?

我对自己真的好失望，为什么无论我多么的努力，都无法得到我想拥有的东西？为什么我做的东西总是都是白费的？无论是什么事，结果我做的都是白费的。我做出的付出没被看出，没关系。可是……
我不想说太多，也不想知道。我一直尽力去做了……

我不知道你们到底要什么。我没得到，你们就瞧不起我。我知道你什么都没做就能够轻易得到，我却没有。你还去瞧不起我。说一些会让我受伤的话。好，你要说，就去说。但为什么你们要联合起来瞧不起我？我知道我自己很没用，没像你们那么厉害，好吗？我已经没有依靠了……　我可以被你们瞧不起，但需要把我当成废人吗？
当我在喊救命时，有人吗？
我好羡慕，真的好羡慕。你们都不像我一样。我也没像你们那样。

只有我在悲伤的时候才与我说话。　

我真得不像管了。你们忘了你们所做下的承诺。

当你心情不好时，不要把气出在我身上。我难道就不会觉得痛苦吗？

假面具－能够待多久？

我真的好害怕。害怕我会变得孤单一个人。我的无能。

exam officially ENDED

2010-05-13T03:59:00.000-07:00

Exams officially ENDED.

Happy Birthday Mum :D

Oral today. Ended earlier than I have expected :)
Oh well. It wasn't that good. :( I think I'm gonna die @ picture conversation. :( Haixx.

Went to Guallin house :) Hahas fun.
OMG Snap ah =.="" Haixx ~.~

Chantelle I don't like you. LOL. -.- Now I am listening to the song again and again =3=" :B Now I know how to dance also le ==" Oh! :B

Finding some new NDS games =] hahas.

People do change over the time. Some people do change that much.

Hahas have fun chattin with people :)

Any nice games to reccomand?

Tmr come home early play games with cousin!! YAY. :)

WANRUI I UPDATE TMR HORS. LOLLL

Parents find it hard to put one kid to sleep, but a teacher can put 20 to sleep effortlessly.

Izzit only I emo then you will talk to me ? :( ....

Whrs Tian Chyr these few days. .__. im so bored... ~.~

为什么在我难过伤心的时候才与我说话？
我不了解，也难以了解。不了解真正的自己，好复杂。
好像知道，又无法知道。不想听，却又听到了。
我好累，真得好累。到底要带着假面具多久？

It's hard to mantain r/s. It is fragile as if when you touch it , it will break...
I don't wanna break r/s. Sometimes I don't understand why do we hate people. When you hate someone , it's lyk you are clenching your fists. When you don't hate , you are relax. Isn't relax better?
This is just the world , isn't it ?
Different people , different personalities. Different thoughts , different mind. Diffrent actions , different words.

yes~

2010-05-12T07:00:00.001-07:00

Yay. Papers all over. :) Left oral. :)
Hope I am able to do well in oral and would not stutter :(
Jiayous ! :)
Oh well , I'm number 19. LOL. Happy waiting. ~.~ ..... First shift. Normal timing :)

I give up in all my papers. LOL. .___."" .........

Update more tmr bah :) I think? LOL. :)

FINISH

2010-05-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

FINISH ART LIAO

art

2010-05-11T03:46:00.000-07:00

colour what ~~~ ~.~

the one on the left face kana slap!!

gg

2010-05-11T00:08:00.001-07:00

its gg for my science . crap. -.-

maybe maths paper 2 oso can gg le.

D: HAIXX.

do art and study home econs.

2 more days. come on. lets over wif it -.-

im damn worried

2010-05-10T05:28:00.000-07:00

omg im damn worried la. and i dunno why even the thing is lyk , settled. omg omg omg. i cant calm down. im so glad tt nth happen mch D: especially to my dear cousin D: phew. omg. ): i dont want to see anything liddat happen anymore. PLEASE. THANK GOD. NTH HAPPENED TO MY COUSIN :(

e..exam

2010-05-10T00:53:00.000-07:00

omg . whole body pain.

my art. how do i manipulate this -.-

HUH SERIOUS AH. OMG. D: LUCKY SIA.

Random

2010-05-06T04:42:00.000-07:00

had geog and english paper today.
ya whatever. :( haixx...

i dont get it. i seriously really dont get it. ._. ...

i'm all confused now.

I'm being random.

我好希望能够拥有你的拥抱...我想与你负担你的事还有这一切。
人，能够记得当时他们所做的承诺吗？
逃避不是办法，但又能够做什么呢...？
对我说一句话也行。只要你对我说话，我就心满意足了...
我不知道也不想知道。
我不懂也不想懂。
我好想与你说多点话；但是我好害怕我会打扰你，怕我会让你不高兴。
爱情，到底是什么？一个复杂的心情。

Love is...

2010-05-05T04:12:00.000-07:00

Hellos.
A hot weather today. lol.
Quite fun during PE. XD

Asked alot of questions during English -.-" lolx.
Omg new maths teacher :O

Walked to MRT.
Woah for some unknown reason met Jonathan.
Yay took his file :D
And stop poking me LOL-.-
And don't chase me LOL.

lmao the joke was damn rofl.

Chiong home.
Went tuition. x.x
LOL Levinson. THE POOR DUSTER. LOL

Yay managed to understand better~ :D Thanks Mr Tan :D

Went to library. Woah this book is cute
"Love is..."
Yea tts the title. LOL.
The quotes from the book :

Love is... what makes your winter warmer.
Love is... what plays havoc with your "time management" schedule.
Love is... checking your feelings.
Love is... making sure he gets the right impression.
Love is... putting him at the top of your "must have" list.
Love is... the perfect answer to stress.
Love is... the day we were married and every day since.
Love is... not reminding him the lights have changed.
Love is... when he keeps you company on you low-carb, low-cal diet.
Love is... working up the courage to buy her some lingerie.
Love is... the squeeze of his hand.
Love is... better than an electric blanket!
Love is... listening to your heart.
Love is... comforting when you are apart.
Love is... when he wears the sweater you bought him, day after day...
Love is... the way he calls your name.
Love is... the most intense happiness.
Love is... a song without words.
Love is... just out of this world!
Love is... saying "I love you" in sign language.
Love is... knowing God meant for you to be together.
Love is... an adorable little nephew.
Love is... the close bond that sisters share.
Love is... making sure you have some time to yourselves.
Love is... all kisses and cuddles.
Love is... Sunday-morning lie-ins together.
Love is... a mom who bakes the "bestest" chocolate chip cookies.
Love is... someone who makes your day go with a smile.
Love is... giving him most of your French fries.
Love is... giving him another chance.
Love is... the harvest your devotion to each other brings.
Love is... knowing you married your best friend.
Love is... still feeling his presence though he's not there.

Some of them la... hahas...
Cute :)

Went home.

Time for studying.

Study geog , chinese , do art , study science. yea. :)

I'm tired. Omg.

Rarrw. Rarrw. ..............

Idk la ): Haixx.
I hope I can just liddat forget everything ._. ... I guess ..

Do people remember?

2010-05-04T06:14:00.001-07:00

Do people remember the promises they make ?
Have they forgotten? Or they still remember ?
Empty promises?

yay

2010-05-04T04:50:00.000-07:00

Yo. Here to update...

Want thank some ppl =]

WSH mama
Thank you for all the things you have done :) cared for me and smsed me when i was emo-ing. :) and tried to cheer me up too :D thanks ! <3 ya :D

CWR pinksheep
Thanks for come and pei me :B Hahas. Went crazy together and made me feel better :) Whenever i not in a good mood will cheer me up de <3 thanks :D <3

Shi Han the very nice one
Thanks and sorry to ShiHan :( Thanks for cheering me up when i was emo-ing. I really felt better :) Thank for chattin with me. Sorry that you came to cheer and talked to me even though you are very busy and u rarely had time to relax... sorry ! You are really a very great senior :) thanks !! <3

Steffi "laopo"
Thanks for my dearest "laopo" for cheering me up and helping me out in many ways and things :) Have fun and went crazy together too <3 thanks ^^ <3

Jasmine cute de
Thanks to Jasmine for caring about me :) <3 Thank you for everything you have done :D Laughed and had all sorts of fun and chats together. :) Thank you!!! <3

Wenqiang num num num
Thanks to Wenqiang alot alot :) Sorry if I had let my anger out on you :( sorry >.< I was very bad for letting out my anger on you sometimes :( sorry !! Thanks for everything u did :) Thanks!!! Great senior :) Thank!! <3

Alicia "girlfriend"
Thanks for Alicia for always caring about me whenever I'm emo-ing. Sorry if I had made u sad :( You cared for me even in school <3 thanks :D <3

Gerald cool one
Thank you Gerald :D You talked to me when I was bored and cared for me when I was emo-ing. :) Thanks!! You are a great senior :) Thanks ! <3

David gamer too
Thanks to David for cheering me up and helping me out in many different ways :) You really helped me out alot :) Thanks ! You are a great senior!! Thanks!! <3

Jonathan ice thrower
Thanks for Jonathan for talking to me and trying to cheer me up :) Even though you are abit crazy LOL , you are really nice too :) hahas. thanks ! :D <3

Thanks to many people :) I really <3 you all :) I am so glad I have you as my friends <333333

Won't be able to online often (i guess) as i'm gonna study for exam... :)

jiayous in exams , people :) hahas.

Having a tuition class tee soon :D yay~

Update the next time... :)

Bad

2010-04-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

Do u think I want it liddat ?
Do u think I am sastified ?

I really don't know what I want anymore .

I rather hope I have never existed in this world .

I know I can't do anything well . I know I'm not talented . I'm just useless lyk how u can treat me lyk shit .
I hate the way I am .
Beat me up ? Fine . Beat me to death .
Stop giving me any false hopes anymore . I know I'm not talented . I know I am useless . That's why just erase my existence from this world. I can't even do anything right . No matter how much I do , it won't make a difference . I'm just a person who is just wasting the resources .
I seriously seriously hate myself .
Is there anyone out there who can really can help me ...?

I try not to care , but it happened.

Not knowing what happened to me , you make false statements .

tomorrow?

2010-04-27T06:54:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow? Exams. Grrreat. -.-

Designing things. My art fail de hors ! :D

Jiayous for tmr paper. Yea.

I'm bored. Sian. Rarrrw.
And i simply dont lyk things tt makes me feel bored :)
And I will be crazy when im bored .

Jiayous !

2010-04-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

Specially for Tian Chyr :D
Jiayous for ur paper tmr :) GOOD LUCK ! :D

Having my paper on wednesday ! Compo!! JIAYOUS. :D

Miss CWR is damn high in the morning. LOL. Ahchoo? XD

Fell down durin PE ): Pain. Super pain. Rarrrw.
Sodium Chloride o.o hmm.
Blood -.-"

Maths test. 17/20. D: OMG. TT.TT
OBVIOUSLY NOT GOOD. :( even mum said tt. D: just cux of 1 qns nvr do. D: next time must jyjy ...
Science test? CRAP. TT.TT I nvr study . ):
Chinese ChengYu test.
OMG FULL MARKS. FOR ONCE. YAYYY.

Went for tuition today. Hahas. Fun :)

Oh ya need to design. Hmm !

I'm off to study. :) Jiayous ppl.

Everything is messed up

2010-04-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

Everything is messed up
Everything is screwed up

My emotions are very unstable now. Crap. And I don't know why.
I hate myself for being this way. What am I really expecting?

I really don't know anything anymore...

Thanks to CWR & WSH <3

Punching bag? LOL

2010-04-23T05:10:00.000-07:00

Punching bag? LOL. Smack uee ah BlahBlahPinkSheep (you know who you are! :P)

Eeeyerh. Jonathan. Stop throwing ice at me. ME. Not the sky !! LOL.

I ♥ my cousins ttm!! :D Thanks alot !! :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
No rude words ~ lol :P

OMG CWR WTH IS TT VIDEO. LOLLLLL. LMAO. :D DAMN FUNNY LOL.
To watch go http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWbVt6DDpy8&feature=player_embedded
Yay ! ♥

There's tuition tmr. o.o jyjy... omg the hmk... not d. .__."
oh no havent buy the ruler tt can bend bend o.o eeeeks. x.x

I'm still afraid to do some things. Rarrw. x.x

LOL? NICE ONE. :P

Ahhhhh. lol x.x

Study study study. I'm really studying. Some. lOL x.x

Omg. I realized i have not touched my NDS for days. 0.0 so long le ?

This week has been tiring and fast. 0.0 which idk why? This week is more busy for me O:

Is there any valuable about life?
Idk.

Life has been ... urmm quite up and down for me. Yea , a roller coaster?
Sometimes it really gets abit... urmm. yea. And sometimes it's ok. woah.

Omg Gelgyn!! Why u make me draw for you ! LOL 0.0

JiaJun cheers up. =D No emo. -smacks- :)

Dumbo. Dumbass. Dumbell. Still got wat. LOL.

Electricity? Bzzzzzzzzz.

Yesterday ran ET. And i survived ! 1 week never run then suddenly ask me run 0.0 like want die want die liddat 0.0
Received art paper. ooooooo. x.x
What? .__.
Khia Chen is scared of me now. LOLOL.
Chionged 4 art O: wow. managed to complete 0.0
Did the treasure map. O.M.G. The coffee smell x.X
Finished literature portfolio. LOL? Mini version of Antonio , Bassanio , Shylock and Portia. LOL.

Mickey Mouse !!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ LOL. Insider joke.

Thanks to my cousin I have started playing Hotel City. LOL.

Hahas go bang wall :B

W H A T ! L O L ( S P E C I A L L Y F O R C H I A W A N R U I ) A H A H A H A H A
For Your Own Understanding la!! :D

Update the next time =] jiayous ppl. ^^

Happy Bday =]

2010-04-22T04:20:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to dear senior Jialing =]
Hope you liked the present. :)

Wth. You are still using that. ........ Damn. Damn. Damn. I don't feel like thinking about it anymore. I just saw it by accident. -.-

Been feeling tired these few days :O

I'm not your punching bag. -.-

Post tomorrow bah. Have to chiong things. Bye! :D

Exams !

2010-04-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

Hellos.

Happy Birthday to JiaRui and Edison =]

Exams is round the corner.

Have to chiong art and lit. I think. Oh gosh. Still have to print powerpoint slides for Geography and I don't have any idea of how to print 2 slides on 1 page. I have never done it before. Ahhh.

Jiayous then. Ahhh. Chiong.

ah

2010-04-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

survived one week without cca. omg.

replies to tags.

Siuhui!: aiya where gt strange ;x so nice !
got meh LOL

wanrui: get well soon :D later i dsiao you for writing on papers to talk LOL.
LOL WTH

practiced cello. cello ftw. ~

today went back to tuition. ahh.

urrrrr was dying once again. not cux of tuition la. sick. ._." managed to survive.

You have made me changed my opinion about you. I will not say much things.

Yesterday was nice. LOL.

I already knew tt in the first place.

omg coughing lyk siao keena ._."

thanks to jingwen btw :D

sian.

Hey if you are really continue to be liddat , so be it. It's your future.

wow

2010-04-14T05:03:00.000-07:00

Yo. Sick. Rarrw.
I keep kana call as idiot sia. o.o

Replies to tags. Sorry for the super long time that i didn't reply.

yk: huiqi!! jiayous for tmr concert yeah! giving you moral support here! x) ALL THE BEST! <3
thanks ! :D although the concert is long over ! LOL.

Siawei: TAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGEDTAGGED ! Lots of Tags for you ! (: Stay Pretty and all the best ! :D
LOL! Thanks !! :D

Siuhui!: yoyoyo :D one more long post for concert !
o? LOL.

Vanny: quack quack !!!
Quack ur head ! LOL. Duckie! <3

Vanny: i saw you on stage lah HAHAHAH : P
o!??!?!

Siuhui!: lol don't so sad lar. SMILE OKAY :D
some things cant afford to smile mah.

Siuhui!: must stand up and be strong hor. i can do it you can too (Y)
wah . =X

wanrui: LOL NEVER CREDIT ME HEARING YOU OUT :B LOL. OFC ON HAHA! :D
crazy ! LOL

Steffi: Ehh HQ I got blog le!!! :D Finally willing to create one. O.O LINK ME HORH!!! :d
LOL. orhs o.o

Steffi: bUT VERY DE EMO ARH i SAY FIRST... TT-TT
mai emo la. emo for wat.

Steffi: Don't let Elyssa now I got blog. She cannot keep jher mouth shut de. Double confirm chop chop
know la. not now. LOL. typo.

Xiaowei :D: Snr leaving in 2 days time... ): damn sad can T.T cannot imagine wad it will be like after they stepped down ><
DONT WORRY! JIAYOUS.

Xiaowei :D: :(
wrong one ! must :D

Jasmine: haiish~ still troubled larrhs mii. Like u hahas. :(
jiayous jiayous !

Jasmine: but seriously, i noe everything u talking. :D and realli!!! ppl wake up!
hahas ^^ :)

Jasmine: am i trustable?? haha. maybe not?
u are la

Jasmine: cuz u're still finding 1... :(
dont feel really , settled down ?

JY: Eh cheery up le la wont sad :) . I MATURE OKAY :D , jk . tags !
LOL!

Sherry: Yo relink me....wakao...nvr put me as cello pal..): no lahh jkjk! tagged anyway! relink me orhs!
LOL?

Siuhui!: LOL sherry don't blame her. her links i do one .
in the end come back all strange names LOL

Steffi: Ehh how come you neber reply all the tags de??? O.o
reply liao lurh.

ok done :)

Omg my throat is gettin from bad to worse. -.-

Went to print things and it was lyk , 78 pages in total. wow.

lalalalala.

didnt run 2.4km today even though i feel lyk running. o? idk la.

yea whatever (random).

blablabla.

today chop chop !

o?

eh dont anyhow say too mch =X

sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian.
im just bored. lol.

eh , dont make things go so bad la . ._. relax and chill .

blablablablablabla.

bb.

lalalalala

2010-04-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

Yo. Here to update. After so long.

YAO ZU WU QU ROXS. ROXS. ROXS.
And i wasted 1 hour of my life for finding zong pu for yao zu wu qu when i finally realized there is yao zu wu qu scores in the cabinet. oh crap. ._.?

Who is cuter? LOL.

:D

Yea. So . Update about today bah.
I got pissed by my hair. rarrw. xd
School. Urmm. Ok? o.o
Ran 2.4km . omg? LOL.
eat eat eat. lalala. o?
yawn.
chinese enrichment thing thing thing. nice one xingru. LOL.
NAFPA. oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Went home. Sorry to SunChin and KaiHan. :O
Ate wif CWR and Zhuen. Bang bang ! LOL.
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~ icic. :D
hui jia. tadaa. lei si wo le.
Find yao zu de pu......... rarrw!
I <3 my cello XD
omg?

NYAA ah. OMG.

I want a printer.

OOOOO. TMR NO CCA. RARRRW.

so tired. tired. sleep. nights

April's fool day!

2010-04-01T02:35:00.000-07:00

Happy April's Fool Day!
My 200th post. Lol.

Had Sports Day for today. It was not very boring. :D
Arrived late -.-" Cux got abit blur when i was going. =X Rarrrw.
Talked to Jasmine about many things. >.<

Went to West Mall after that wif Khia Chen , Jasmine , Pamela , Cherie and Sunchin :D
Ate Subway. OMG. MY MONEY. TT.TT
Took quite a number of photos. :D Want see go facebook see. LOL.
Tie Kun and Hong Xuan joined after awhile o.o
Went to Lot1 after that. :D lalalala~

Weeeeeee. :D

Urrr cnnt rmb what i want to post. LOL. =X

Cry

2010-03-31T06:24:00.000-07:00

Yo.

Ytd. Yea whatever.
Thanks for talking to me...

I see the attitude. I'm disappointed. You are telling me this is what we are having now? Not even respect.
You too. You as a senior , set a good example. Yes , I may not have any rights to say , but you think the thing you are doing is right?
Need people to push , need people to scold , then really you all will go and do it.
The seniors are all already stepping down. Right on this saturday. I don't want history to repeat. I have really experienced it before. I know what it feels. Please , I don't want it to repeat itself.
Yes , I am just a Sec2 , just a junior. I may not have as much experience as seniors do. But seriously , I don't want to be like how I am like in the past.
"Do the right thing."
I want to do it. I really want to do it. I don't know what just got into me , but I really want to do it.
I hope you all will wake up. Seriously just wake up.
I hope it's all not too late. I understand how the seniors are seriously feeling le. The disappointment. Once I think of it , I just feel like crying.
I never felt like that before. Everything is like just , all breaking up. I am so scared and afraid. "Just 1 person. Just 1. The ship will fall."
I don't know whether she will fall. Can she really really take it ? Haixx.
The past childish me , the one who don't know anything - only realized what is the fact now. I regret. Why hadn't I see all these earlier? Why only now? Why the time such as this? I'm also disappointed in myself. I realized things too late. Maybe you can say , "Oh you are just a sec 2 , still got alot of time. no need worry de la" . But to me , I seriously think that we don't have that enough of time.
I will make things clear. I guess. I hope I can do it.

update

2010-03-30T08:20:00.000-07:00

update tmr.

lol

2010-03-29T07:23:00.001-07:00

when i say lol , i aren't really laffing.
when i smile , i aren't really happy.
when i laugh , i don't feel happy.
this world is ....

Lets jiayous

2010-03-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

Lets jiayous ppl :)

lalala. :D

Concert is over

2010-03-29T04:13:00.000-07:00

Concert is over. Ytd.

Woke up early in the morning. Woah.
Got all ready. Went to school. I don't really like my shoes. lol.
Reached school. Saw Nicole :D Hello XD
Saw people moving instruments le. Also faster chiong to move.
Cello sparkle!!! :D
Moved instruments down and had lunch. Woah. Funny. XD
Izzit our last lunch together with our dearest Sec4/5 seniors? ):
Moved up the bus! Chop chop! Here we go ! :D
It was quite squeezy. And my cello off tune ! wahaha -.-" LOL.
Successfully put all the instruments ^.^ proceed !!! :D
Reached there. It was quite fast o.o
Must wait till 12pm O: Chatted awhile and took photos :D
Proceeded on. Went to dressing room o.o
Got ready and everything. Tuning , blablablabla. done ~
Rehearsal. Woo.
It was not bad. :D Roughly got an idea of what to do.
Time flies. O.O
After rehearsal , went through gigue. omg chiong .__." then dinner!! (early dinner) had quite a fun chat :D LOL. <3 CELLO BASS 4EVA
Oooo. Get ready! chop chop! audience coming !! O: wow wow !!
Backstage. Shh. Shh. Shh. LOL.
Proceeded on. OMG. Was quite stun when i saw so many people. O: But settle down quite awhile :) Phew!!!!!
Chun jie. here we go. The melody was damn nice. OMG. <333 Off the stage ~ went to backstage.
Omg u did well , come on. <3333 believe u can do it :)
Was thinking alot alot alot of things while we were @ the backstage. Wth. ): How i wish i can shout out all my thoughts. Currently no one understands what am I thinking. ):
Yao yuan. Ok. It was not bad :D nice :D :D :D <333
interval ~ ~ ~ 20min.
was @ dressing room. i think? LOL. i can't really rmb. 20min flies anyway. O.O
Oooo my turn. Gigue.
Backstage. Tribal beat for percussion. What do we have here? TRIBAL DANCE XDXD LOLLL. COOL OK . LOL.
Gigue. omg. omg. I played correctly. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D YES. ^.^ my yin zhun was not bad too :)
next song. typewriter. OMG. LOL. COOL. XDXD HAHAS . :)
Be more responsible next time. Don't say things lyk "oh shit".
Next song. Ok off the stage again. Lalalala.
Next up JJL :D WOOOO. <3 Its nice ok. ^.^
Then nan wang. OMG THE MELODY <3 LOL
ENCORE.
Farandole was not bad :D Qing nian too.
OMG LIAN ZOU WAS DAMN FUNNY. HU HA HU HA HU HA !!! LOLLLLLLLL. XD I GOT DO A LIL . HAHAS :B
END OF CONCERT.
Who shouted my name? LOL. -.-
Went back to school. :D Had quite a fun chat on the bus. :D CELLO ROXS MAN. WOO.
Reached school. Settled everything. Went home! Taddaaaa.
Omg my tuner fly.LOL.
Reached home. tired ah. Nehmind. <3 concert. <3 swiss co! :D
Dedications :
To all of the alumni members who came back and helped out
To all the teachers-in-charge
To all the instructors
To all of the co members
I LOVE SWISS CO <3
OH YA. Thank to those who came to support :)

Did recording. LOL. >.<

Went to school @ normal timing. LOL. Lyk no co member around liddat. LOLL. Nehmind. lalalalala~
Blablablabla~ My eyes hurts o.o and i dunno why.
Lalalalala. Singing ~~
在那遥远的地方~~~~ LOLLLLLLLLL.

Omg . Seniors standing down. OMG I DONT WANT SNRS TO STAND DOWN D: i feel lyk begging them and ask them not to stand down. omg. i somewhat regret not appreciating the time i have with the seniors. How time flies!!!! OMG. I think I will serious cry on the day when the stand down. ): I <3 YOUR MY DEAR SENIORS. I will appreciate whatever I have. D:

Thanks to Jasmine for listening to me :) Thanks :D <3 ya ^.^ But don't worry. I'm not much affected anymore. :) Hahas :)

Wanrui mai siao. LOL. ANYWAY ON AH. :D

If I have really decided to do that , I wonder will it seriously help her? If it does , I don't mind.

I have so much to say out. But who can help me...? I have lost my trust in most of the people. ):

I want to change myself. Rarrw. Yet I can't do it. ):

CELLO BASS ROXS <3

2 days

2010-03-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

"Those friends thou hast, and their adoption tried,
Grapple them to thy soul with hoops of steel;
But do not dull thy palm with entertainment
Of each new-hatch'd, unfledg'd comrade."
- William Shakespeare

2 DAYS LEFT.

There's only 2 days left. 2 DAYS.

Come on people , buy co tickets. Please. PLEASE.

I dunno what to say anymore. Rarrw.

OMG i survived today. And quite satisfied bah.

Stop having that crappish attitude of yours.

Rarrw? XD

3 days left

2010-03-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

3 days left.

BUY SWISS COTTAGE CHINESE ORCHESTRA - ORCHESTRA NITE TICKETS. PLEASE PEOPLE.

Realised my posts all words. V sian. So........... I PUT A PICTURE! LOL. A RANDOM PICTURE.

yoohoo. my maple character :D

Thanks for Mdm Toh for helping me :)

OMG. I don't want seniors to stand down. TT.TT OMG OMG.
Last year , I didn't feel so sad when seniors stand down as I was not very close to them. Time passes so fast. 1 year has just passed like that. It's time for seniors to stand down again. OMG. I seriously don't want them to stand down. ): Awww man. T.T V sad laaaa. ): CO will be lyk , so empty. Aww...

Talked to my mum over alot of things. Finally talked through everything. :) YAY. She doesn't objects me being in co anymore and she allows me to do things. Of cux - with conditions la.

There's co tmr. Shall not slack. Shall practice and practice and practice. My standard is still seriously not enuff.
I still suck at my cello skills. I want to improve. Improve and improve. Rarrw. Until the day I am finally satisfied - which would be lyk a long long time.
Shall not slack anymore. Not anymore. As long I have not reached my goals , I shall not slack at all.
There's something wrong with my attitude problem. Rarrw.

Doing NYAA booklet. OMG. I do NYAA booklet do until so fun liddat. LOL. o.o Somewhat endless things to write about. Hope they are not crap. LOL. Jiayous ~! ... in remembering what I did in my camp and enrichment..! =X

I already have nothing to say about you. Do whatever you want. It's your own free will. You were just toying with me. Say forget - and you just forget liddat. Were you just acting? Or you were for real? I already can't put my trust in you anymore. I was wrong.
You totally changed right after that happened. Those words you always told me - I wonder is it true ? Izzit really what you are thinking? What you are feeling? You did all those things , but you just forget all those things liddat. I always tried not to believe those words that they say. But you already made me believe them.
Why should I bother now? It already useless. There's no point anymore.

RARRW. GAMES ROXS.
I want to play some new games. Rarrw! However there are no interesting games that can attract my attention. Hmm. Games ~~

Today in sch. :D
OMG Hani brought the toy , which I forget what izzit call , to school. AND IT WAS SO DAMN CUTE. OMG. ALICIA'S STICH AND HANI'S TOY DIZZY MADE ME WANT BRING ALSO. LOL. PIKACHU. Played wif the toy. Sooo cute! <3
OMG JONATHAN. UR FAULT LA. LOL. I holding agar agar down there. 4 someomre. Still block me! Want me trip! LOL.
Slack abit during geog lesson ^.^
OMG EXPERIENCE OF BUGS. Went to MRT with Sunchin. And WTH. There was a. I DUNNO WAT DONG LA. A BUG. BUGGIE. GREEN IN COLOUR. OMG. -.- I HATE BUGS MAN. Sunchin flipped the bug over. LOL. Was lyk O.O He even touched it. OMG. I wouldn't want to touch it. Got photo of it. Lazy to connect my phone and show the picture. LOL. Next time. XD
Walk to the end (which i dunno why?! LOL) then see another... bug. -.- green again. "bug invasion" by sunchin. LOL. OMG the bigger bug went to suicide. lOL. IT CROSSED THE YELLOW LINE!! LOL. Then it. Dropped down the track? LOL. It suicided. Can't see it if it's down at the track. LOL. MRT come I also dunno. If sunchin nvr grab me backwards I think I fly liao. LOL.
Reached Sembawang. OMG raining. LOL. DAMN BIG RAIN.
AND YA LURH. I NEVER TAKE BUS. LOL.
Bought shoes , lyk , FINALLY. LOL. Completed ^^

I <3 music forever. Woooooooooooooooooo.

OMG SO COOL. LOL. HAHAS

99 Ways to say I love you

2010-03-25T06:27:00.001-07:00

99 Ways to say I love you

1. English （英语） - I love you
2. Afrikaans （南非地方语言） - Ek het jou lief
3. Albanian （阿尔巴尼亚语） - Te dua
4. Arabic （阿拉伯语） - Ana behibak (给予男性), Ana behibek (给予女性）
5. Armenian （亚美尼亚语）- Yes kez sirumen
6. Bambara - M'bi fe
7. Bangla （孟加拉语）- Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
8. Belarusian（白俄罗斯语） - Ya tabe kahayu
9. Bisaya （菲律宾地方语言）- Nahigugma ako kanimo
10. Bulgarian （保加利亚语）- Obicham te
11. Cambodian （柬语）- Soro lahn nhee ah
12. Cantonese Chinese （粤语）- Ngo oiy ney a
13. Catalan （西班牙地方语言）- T'estimo
14. Cheyenne （美国印地安语言）- Ne mohotatse
15. Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
16. Corsican （法属地中海岛屿地方语言）- Ti tengu caru (给予男性)
17. Creole - Mi aime jou
18. Croatian （克罗地亚语）- Volim te
19. Czech （捷克语）- Miluji te
20. Danish （丹麦语）- Jeg Elsker Dig
21. Dutch （荷兰语）- Ik hou van jou
22. Esperanto （世界语）- Mi amas vin
23. Estonian （埃莎尼亚语）- Ma armastan sind
24. Ethiopian （埃塞尔比亚语）- Afgreki'
25. Faroese （丹麦属法罗尔群岛地方语言）- Eg elski teg
26. Farsi （波斯语）- Doset daram
27. Filipino （菲律宾语）- Mahal kita
28. Finnish （芬兰语）- Mina rakastan sinua
29. French （法语）- Je t'aime, Je t'adore
30. Gaelic （苏格兰地方语言）- Ta gra agam ort
31. Georgian （格鲁吉亚语）- Mikvarhar
32. German （德语）- Ich liebe dich
33. Greek （希腊语）- S'agapo
34. Gujarati （印度地方语言）- Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
35. Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
36. Hawaiian （夏威宜地方语言）- Aloha wau ia oi
37. Hebrew （稀柏莱语）- Ani ohev otah (给予女性), Ani ohev et otha (给予男性)
38. Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
39. Hindi （兴地语）- Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
40. Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
41. Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
42. Hungarian （匈牙利语）- Szeretlek
43. Icelandic （冰岛语）- Eg elska tig
44. Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
45. Indonesian （印尼语）- Saya cinta padamu
46. Inuit （格林兰岛地方语言）- Negligevapse
47. Irish （爱尔兰语）- Taim i' ngra leat
48. Italian （意大利语）- Ti amo
49. Japanese （日本语）- Aishiteru
50. Kannada （印度地方语言）- Naanu ninna preetisuttene
51. Kapampangan （菲律宾地方语言）- Kaluguran daka
52. Kiswahili （非洲语言）- Nakupenda
53. Konkani （印度地方语言）- Tu magel moga cho
54. Korean （韩语）- Sarang Heyo
55. Latin （拉丁语）- Te amo
56. Latvian （拉托维亚语）- Es tevi miilu
57. Lebanese （黎巴嫩语）- Bahibak
58. Lithuanian （立陶宛语）- Tave myliu
59. Malay （马来语）- Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
60. Malayalam （印度地方语言）- Njan Ninne Premikunnu
61. Mandarin Chinese （中文）- Wo ai ni
62. Marathi （印度地方语言）- Me tula prem karto
63. Mohawk - Kanbhik
64. Moroccan （摩洛哥语）- Ana moajaba bik
65. Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
66. Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
67. Norwegian （挪威语）- Jeg Elsker Deg
68. Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
69. Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
70. Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
71. Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
72. Polish （波兰语）- Kocham Ciebie
73. Portuguese （葡萄牙语）- Eu te amo
74. Romanian （罗马尼亚语）- Te ubesk
75. Russian （俄罗斯语）- Ya tebya liubliu
76. Scot Gaelic （苏格兰地方语言）- Tha gra\dh agam ort
77. Serbian （塞尔维亚语）- Volim te
78. Setswana - Ke a go rata
79. Sign Language （手语）- ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
80. Sindhi （巴基斯坦地方语言）- Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
81. Sioux - Techihhila
82. Slovak （斯洛伐克语）- Lu`bim ta
83. Slovenian （斯洛文尼亚语）- Ljubim te
84. Spanish （西班牙语）- Te quiero / Te amo
85. Swahili （非洲地方语言）- Ninapenda wewe
86. Swedish （瑞典语）- Jag alskar dig
87. Swiss-German （瑞士德语）- Ich lieb Di
88. Taiwanese （台语）- Wa ga ei li
89. Tahitian （大希地地方语言）- Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
90. Tamil （印度地方语言）- Nan unnai kathalikaraen
91. Telugu （印度地方语言）- Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
92. Thai （泰语）- Chan rak khun (to male), Phom rak khun (to female)
93. Turkish （土尔其语）- Seni Seviyorum
94. Ukrainian （乌克兰语）- Ya tebe kahayu
95 .Urdu （印度地方语言）- mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
96. Vietnamese （越南语）- Anh ye^u em (给予女性), Em ye^u anh (给予男性)
97. Welsh （威尔士语）- 'Rwy'n dy garu
98. Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
99. Yoruba - Mo ni fe

Wth.

2010-03-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

Not to look back at the past - I look front and ......

Rarrrw .

4 days

2010-03-24T04:35:00.001-07:00

4 days left.

OMG. OMG. OMG. ACTUALLY DIDNT REALISE TT. AHHHH

Rarrw. Rarrw. Rarrw. Rarrw.

Jiu shi zhe yang.

Blablablabla.

Tchoukball not bad today. YA.

LJS. XD

I want to learn more about music :)

I hope I can be alright , but I can't.

2010-03-21T06:15:00.000-07:00

I hope I can be alright , but I can't.

Ok? No.

I hate this. I seriously hate this.

I hate being alone. But what can I do.

I want the past back , but it's all impossible. I can only tell myself to forget about it.

I want to forget , yet I can't.

I want to do it , yet I don't have the confidence to do it.

I want this to happen , yet I don't have the courage to do it.

I want to say it out , yet I can't.

I'm so useless.

wth .

2010-03-20T09:18:00.000-07:00

7 more days.

Btw Digimon roxs. Pokemon roxs too.

Some many things have happened.
I'm emo cux of this and this and that and that. ):

I feel so damn lonely. damn.

I dont look forward to anything anymore.

Suddenly I feel I could just go and die straight away.

I don't want to wish for anything right now.

Feeling damn unwell today. ): slight fever. (ok rather ytd , its 12.21AM now)
Went to school. FO whole day.
Haixx. Haixxx. TT.TT

I'm utterly disappointed in myself.

I'm useless. I can't do anything well.
I hate myself for being like this.
I'm lonely. Cux I sux.
I can't do anything , cux i dont have the ability to do so.

Everybody is leaving me. No one wants to talk to me anymore. Freak. I hope I can just die. ): ): ):

Don't feel lyk saying anymore things.
Many things had made me feel so damn sad. ): But wat can i do...
How I hope i can....................................................................

This is my worst day ever.

2010-03-13T05:41:00.000-08:00

THIS IS MY WORST DAY EVER. EVER.

Hi.

2010-03-13T01:58:00.000-08:00

Hi.
Completed holiday hmk. Like , yay.
Got report book. Rarrw. Like , wth.
Ahh whatever. Buck up.

Blahblahblah.

I want to
....................
And i hope tt can be accomplished. :) AND I WANT IT TO BE ACCOMPLISHED.
Same batch ? Juniors ? No way I'm gonna let them take over me. FOR SURE.

Swiss Serenade tmr. Yea , I'm going.

COME SUPPORT SWISS CO CONCERT PLS~~~!!!!!!!!!!

Tom Yam Cup noodles is nice XD

Yay. Memorized Gigue completely. :D :D :D

Holiday next week. O.O

I'm speechless. WTH.

Shit la. D:

Camp

2010-03-10T03:33:00.000-08:00

Back from camp.
Urr was ok la.

Missed my dar dar<33333
Missed my mama >Missed my blahblahblah alot things la.

Day1
Stole Wanrui's sleeping bag. LOL~
Blahblahblah happened.
Reached campsite. Just realised it was near bro's army. o.0
Don't rmb what happened. lala.
Low elements. Hot i would say. ==" Quite fun la.
Then blahblahblah. Serious I can't really rmb what happened.

Day2
Lol. Better day.
High elements.
FLYING FOX IS NICE. XDXD
Outdoor cooking. LOL. Funny.
Unfortunately burnt my hand. T.T Got scar liao. T.T
Johnathan(smth liddat) was damn funny. LOL. Everything got prob then i go "Wl , see la all ur fault" lOL.
Wl WeiJie. Over there just "omg~~~~~~~~"LOL.
Campfire @ night.
Moved the benches. Ouch. I fell. (See la Johnathan all ur fault. LOL)
Wah was lyk damn high @ our group here. LOL.
Hani and Nabillah dance till imba XD
Johnathan and WeiJie sat infront of me. LOL. poke poke XDXD
I know you pulled my hair!! LOLL.

Day3
Last day lurh.
Wore Chongfu P5 camp tee. ^^V
Cleaned the girls toilet. Oh well. Raining too.
LOL. Took the bucket of water and spray.
Poured @ junxiang. LOL. He was wet.
Poured @ Aaron ltr. ROFL.XD
Later is Johnathan. LOLOL.
(Everything blamed @ Johnathan again) LOL. Kept chasing him in order to put a leave on him == LOL.
Went back to sch. Sat down in the hall when Johnathan and Aaron walked past saying.
Aaron : my pants still wet!!
Johnathan : ya lurh!! my shirt still wet!!
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL~~~~ lalala :3
Went back home later.
Gah.

Mosquito bites , injuries. Blah.

Hope injuries recover soon otherwise cnnt play cello -.-"

Whatever. Whatever. Whatever.
You sucks. Don't think you are someone so pro. You don't even have the basic respect.

Stop it ok. You think i'm some genius?

Basically it was still ok.

Tmr still got sch.

If it's not for the sake of ____________ , i wouldn't even care.

I <3 my dearest seniors foreva. Especially CelloBass seniors <33 :D You ppl rawks!!!

this sucks.

2010-03-04T07:06:00.001-08:00

This sucks.

Don't treat me lyk a dog.
Don't take me for granted.
Who are you to command me?
If you think you are so pro , do it on your own.
Why even bother asking me?
Don't act as if you are someone.

I hate myself.

2010-03-04T06:05:00.001-08:00

I hate myself for being like this. I suck.

wth.

2010-03-02T05:29:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Freaking hell damn damn damn tired today.

Who do you think YOU are. I'm not your dog okay. Don't push the blame to me.

Don't make false conclusions when you don't even know anything.

Don't really give a damn of what today lessons were.....

Assembly. Band was nice.

Camp. Gah.

CO. lol.

Went home.

My brain is totally empty now.

I <3 cwr . :) be here for u .

I <3 dar dar . always there for me.

I <3 my cousin Tian Chyr . trying to help me.

im tired. freak.

hmk? oh crap .

It's the end.

2010-02-27T06:06:00.000-08:00

Wah. End of Feb. Bah.

Wednesday
Blablabla.
Had enrichment.
NICE. The ball hit my face.
Gerald still can hahaha -.-
It was lyk , damn pain. D: almost cried. wts.
Stayed back after enrichment for awhile for english consultation.
LOL. Wanrui they all then start leaving when i came out.

Thursday
Quite emo day for me.
Thanks for dar dar for doing all those things <3333
GAH. IM SLOW.

Friday
Sian. For the morning.
Went home wif dar dar after co :D along wif siuhui mama ^^
wth. wth. wth. DOUBLE PEARL IS ALOT. LOL -.-
Yay ty for dar dar helping me drink <3333 Otherwise i think i choke to death le. LOL
Dont emo , ok ? <33333 ya. :)

Today ~
CRAP? I broke my hairband. LOL. -_-""
Was late to meet up wif dar dar for 5 min . D: Sry!
Met up wif dar dar <3 Look at him play the moron test game o.o if was me sure fail. i cross eye le la. LOL. Anyway i dled the app too!! :D
Reached sch. Chat wif dar dar in co room for awhile :D
FO ~ lalala.
Maomao T.T
omg xiaowei was damn funny...
Yay dar dar <3333
Went to tuition. Was tired.
Reached home. ._.
Hopes dar dar no emo. ):

Nah , i'm not gonna let jnrs overtake me. seriously. my goals! rarrw.

I'm tired for this week.

OMG. I'm gonna die soon for not seeing dar dar.

CWR is crazy. LOLOL. She's gonna smacky me XDXD
WSH v funny nia. LOLOLOL. Haha XDXD
Luv ya two :3

<333333 my dar dar forever. :D <3 ya <3 ya <3 ya
Thanks for doing all those things. :D I lyk it. ^^

Ok i'm tired. gonna rest. :)

tmr out to do brochure. gah.

Emo day .

2010-02-23T04:27:00.000-08:00

Hello.
I don't lyk today.
Was damn tired when i woke up. Rarrw.
Forget to bring wallet to school. WTH.
Cried for v long time. D:
Went to 1e5. Cried again D: Wth...
Thank for Wanrui and Bryan for pei-ing me. >< <3

Went for assembly blah blah blah....
Urrr wth lah zzz. Keep holding on during lesson time. D:

Recess. Same recess ~ :D
Thanks to Bryan for lending me his shoulder. >< <3 :)

Had assembly ... blahblablah. BLAH.

Haixx.

CCA. Nvm I always loved CO.

Went home ~ LOL.

Urrrr got guai guai de ....

OMG SIUHUI IS CRAZY.
Wanrui ye gen zhe feng o.0
lalalala.

I love it when I put my head on ur back too.....

Lalala. I'm going off. Bye ppl. :)

I <3 my dar dar :D
I love CWR and WSH ok. LOL

SHORT post

2010-02-21T06:26:00.000-08:00

Yo ppl. This is a v short post XD updating using phone

I love my dar dar Bryan for cheering me up <33333333333 ;D love ya forever . :)

omg cwr and wsh are siao siao and crazy XD hahas. <3

I luv my dar dar

2010-02-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

I <3 my dar dar!! <333333333333333333

CWR! Will be here for you if u need me :)

Got new bow!! :O OMG.
Practice hou ban pai. YAY. TY XIAOWEI :D

Was tired at tuition.... =X

Sry dar!! >< <33333 ya forever <3333333

Ok I'm sleepy . Nights.

I <3 my dar dar forever!

Yo ppl

2010-02-18T03:29:00.000-08:00

Yo ppl. :)

Sorry .

Hopes CWR can feel much more better !! :O
Hopes WSH can pass her tests wif flying colors!! :D

OMG. I hate ET. lol. -_-

Doing Pythagoras' Theorem. Weee . Maths <3

Bought pens. Phew. x.X

I love my darlings forever :D Of cux got CWR and WSH and dar dar XD and some other ppl :) <3 hahas. :) Off to do work.

Damn

2010-02-17T02:25:00.000-08:00

Wth. Wth. Wth.
I dunno wth is wrong wif me today AGAIN.
I just feel lyk , moody nowadays.

If you seriously think it is irritating , then don't do it anymore. I'm for real. I dunno what's the matter with me , ok. I can't bring myself to believe people that easily.

I'm just feeling damn emo. Damn whatever. JUST WHATEVER.

Lalala

2010-02-15T20:36:00.000-08:00

Back to update.

Went to Msia on sunday.. noon. o.o yep.
lalalala keep on smsing.
OMG. Nvr reply me D:
Nvm . Forgive you >w< ...
Sry la CWR. =X My phone bills will fly mah. Then my mum come chase me wif chopper ah . -___-
LYX , wat dont care my phone bills -.-
EH I NVR SEE SHI HAN LEH. LOLOLOL. :P HAHAS. :P
Saw a car lyk fly out liddat o.0 i mean fly out of the road la o.o"
Reached grandma house :D
OMG i come out less than 10 min i tio bite 2 times le D:
Had a v fun time in msia :)
Played the swing~ LOl
V fun leh. Chatted wif cousins :D really long time no see le =X
Yes yes i still play pokemon. LOL.
It was lyk so long. lalala
Blablabla. LOL. Love my cousins :D
Lalala. Sleep~ Then... dunno what time wake up la. LOL.
Wah also v fun :D Had a fun time wif cousins ^~^
Went home .
Wah i fall asleep on car nia o.0
OMG THE MOSQUITOES ARE STALKERS . EVEN ON THE CAR STILL WANT BITE ME. TT_TT
Back to SG. :D Yeah~
Some pictures I took. o.o LOL.

Weather v hot. I go play games le. :D

I'm back

2010-02-15T05:50:00.000-08:00

I'm back from Malaysia :D

Fun trip :) Not bad.

OMG I CAME BACK WITH MANY MOSQUITO BITES. AHHHHHHHH.

Lol. I next time then update more. LOL. >w<

Missed my dar dar <3333 when went to msia ><

Miss wanrui la YES YES LOLOLOL.
My dear dear mama <3 LOL and more :D lalalala~~~

Happy Valentine's Day.

2010-02-13T18:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day ~ :D

Went to relative house last night and stayed all the way till 12.30am. o.0
Bao bao bao o.0 Tio shocked. lol.

Going to msia ltr. V soon!
Will miss ppl ~ ><
Cant sms in msia. .__. Ppl can sms me but i cant reply =o=......

Ok mum is chiong-ing me nw. hahas. -.-

I'm off ~
Will miss my dar dar <3

Happy Valentine's Day. :)

2010-02-12T22:37:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year. :)
and
Happy Valentine's Day. :D

Going to Msia tmr! :O
Will miss my luv luv >.<

Hot weather today... -.-
Woke up in the morning at around 8+ or 9+...
Holy. -.- Haixx.
Smsed Bryan :D told me he was out , going to orchard. Omg such a hot weather nia .__.
Smsed each other for awhile :D told me his hp no batt. x.X
Found out his fav colour XD know wat to buy le. LOL :P

Gratz to Mr LYX to have a sore throat -.- spammed me wif "hmm...." wth . -.-

Played games non-stop. Then play cello o.o

At night going out :O Hope to sms alot of ppl >w< Then i wont be bored.

OMG HOT WEATHER LA -___-

I don't have CNY mood nia. lol... .___.
Don't wish to do anything much. =X

Lalala.

Tmr won't be online. Ahhh. LOL. Karma sure drop =P
Will miss many people la. >x<

Oh no wanrui win le. LOL. -.- Her pyramid won.

Happy CNY and Happy Valentine's Day! :)

Happy New year~

2010-02-11T23:41:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Xiaowei , Jasmine and Xinyi! :D

Special Thanks to : Bryan (dar dar jnr :D) , Shi Han , Xiaowei , Sherry (piggie!!)

Happy New year ~ :)

OMG Why am I always so SUAY.

Went to 1e5 o.o OMG. Bee. I ANTI INSECTS -.-

First 2 periods , HE.
Ahhh. Burnt my finger....
Don't worry the food is edible :D
Next was MT. Ahahaha late -.-.........
Recess. :D Yeah.
OMG SUAY. TT_TT
Performance. Lalala... Bla bla bla....
Went home wif dar dar jnr Bryan :D <3
Chatted alot :D Yay ^~^ Lol. :D
Eeeyerh. He got off so fast liddat. .___. ....
Rarrrw suddenly hurt middle of the journey. Want kill me D:
Blablabla.
Saw my name and was lyk !? LIDDAT DE OSO CAN PUT UP.
Got headache la. Keep want faint want faint liddat.

I want some new games. NEW FUN GAMES.

Saturday Sunday Monday Tuesday no school.
Not looking forward to Wednesday. OMG. Got PE somemore. Want me to die even more ._.

2 more days to Valentine's . LOL.

Can sell CO tickets le leh!!~ :D

You are definitely not ugly. -.- lol. Confirm. You will always be cute and shuai ok . :)

Sec2 camp coming O: P5 camp go before le!!

Hope these few days will be fine. >w<

O2mania Roxs. yeah. Games roxs. :P
Dar dar jnr Bryan roxs too :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR. :) Wish everybody have a fun time during these few days and receive angbaos. :)

Thanks.

2010-02-11T01:03:00.000-08:00

Tmr Jas and Xiaowei bdae ~

Meeting in the morning... BAH. I'm not gonna care anymore...
First 2 periods science... got the wrong lab.. lol..
Did experiments. Gelgyn , n1 la... I make stuck oso not so serious. You make it stuck till... really stuck.. ._.
Next was Geog... Late for lesson... lol.. in the end left 30 min...
Next is recess... Same as 1e5... yeah.. :D
Art. Ah. Today's art lesson was fine.
MT. Whatever... lalalala.

Was feeling damn emo today... rarrw.
Went to MRT.
Since when was I in drama club...?
Blablabla...
Sorry... I was really scared... Sorry...
Thanks for cheering me up... :) Thanks alot!! <3 ya too. :) You roxs. ^^ Thanks for calling me... sry tt i didnt ans...
Hope your ulcer will be better soon. :) No pain no pain.

Games roxs. Im gonna play them lyk siao during the break.

Don't make use of me. Treating me as your dog? I don't any rewards or anything , fine , nvm. But after I put in all tt effort and time? DON'T JOKE WITH ME. I'm seriously not gonna care anymore. Disappointed? Sadness? I'm not gonna care. If this is my fate , I'm gonna accept it.

Whatever...

2010-02-10T03:34:00.000-08:00

Whatever now. :/

How long do I have to put up this act?

I would never expect anything. I will just shut up and everything.

What a boring day. Once again.

I realized many things. Seriously. I never expected...

First lesson... i dun rmb.
2nd . PE. rarrw. same old thing.
3rd English. Forget bring book... rarrw
4th Geog... blablabla...
recess...
then.....
i dont rmb le la... last 2 periods PW... blablabla....
Oh ya maths results sux lyk shit... wth... wth wth wth....
I'm lyk so disappointed in myself? Keep making careless mistakes. zzz...
Enrichment next... bla bla bla...
Ppl scold me cux i keep catching ball... lol =.= then going drop then nvr drop... wahh....
yellow yellow brown blue cmi. lol...

I'm not chosen for Student Counsellor.

Blue jacket leh. lol. same as my bag de leh. cool. lol. i also want .

went to lot 1... lala...

Get well soon my dar dar jnr Bryan :)

Tmr finally Thursday. lol...

I don't want you to get sad over me. Its useless. I'm not impt. I'm just an useless person who can't do anything right.

"U're important to me. Just like everyone else qiqi.. I want u to know that.." is what u told me. You told me I was impt. But can I change my thoughts? Can I really bring myself to do so...? Thanks for telling me tt...

Faster :D

2010-02-09T05:02:00.000-08:00

Lala.
Random.

Ok lets see...
Morning wake up sleepy sleepy...
Then... go sch la... duh.. lol =x
Went to 1e5 ~~ :D <3
Dear dear jnr Bryan need to run for ET when he is feeling unwell. -.- haixx. T_T
Next~ Assembly. Lol. o.o
Urr first period is wat ah....
Oh ya. Maths. Blabla. Inverse Proportion? Lala.
Rmb do hmk. Yes Im telling tt to myself. :P
Maths second period - dear dear Bryan running for ET. >.< ahh.
Next... English. ?.? urmm ...
OH YA TEST.
Cnnt concentrate. LOL =.= Same reason... lol.
Next. RECCESS <3
Same reccess as 1e5 :D :D :D
Went to 1e5 again. :D
YiJun say my jnr bad bad o.o of cux i dont agree. LOL. =x
Back to class.
Lit~ =.= lala...
Random nia. LOL. =x
Next~~ CME. This period is nice cux can chat! yeah!
Assembly next. Yes yes. bla bla.
Ok go eat...
yea i nvr bring $$....
C.O~
Solo de songs =.= Slack....
AHHH. -.- broke 13 maomao of my cello de bow.
Scarli cnnt last till concert. .__.
Was lala-ing(figure out wats this urself...xd)~ LOL. ._.
BROUGHT CELLO HOME.
Blabla. What happen after tt...
Eh. Eh. =.= jiu jiang! >.<
Ate mac .... then then... chat ...
oh ya plurk got problem -.- keep cnnt load.
Kinda tired today...
TMR
Enrichment. ahh... watever. LOL >.<
PW tmr?! -.- izzit?! >.< ok nvm. >.< LALA.

I WANT THURSDAY TO COME SOON!!! <3333333333333333333

Ok im done. lala =x

O2Mania roxs. LOL. =X

I love my dear dear cute cute lovely jnr , Bryan , 4ever! :D <3

Yay.

2010-02-08T03:53:00.000-08:00

Yo.
It's another brand new week. It's a Monday.

Morning...Meeting. Bah. Came from 1e5. Was lyk tickled by Krishan. OMG.
Had chinese test today. Rarrw...
Not bad lah. Hope I at least pass. o.0
During chinese test , cnnt concentrate. .__.
Next was science , and it was lyk... ok la. Was doing smth else. Lol.
Then PE. Same ol' thing...
Then maths... wah siannah...
Last is geog... ok lah not so bad....
YES SCH OVER.
lyk real.
Have the chinese tt one. Singing de la. Whatever. -.- Asking me sing infront of ppl still kills me. x.X My singing suxs. Yeah.
Went to tuition after tt. Bla bla bla.
HOLY. CHALLENGING -.-
Wah today -.-
Was lyk , tio spam tickled? .__. and other stuffs. My wallet hor , one day sure spoil. Whyyy? I throw it too much . ._.

I feel much more better thanks to my cute lil jnr <333

Sometimes , still feeling emo cux of some reasons. Haixx.

There's still cca tmr. Wooo.
My dreams can nvr be fufilled... alala....

Enrichment on wednesday. OMG. x.x

Thursday. Jasmine bdae. :P
YAY. Going home wif my cutie jnr <33333

Friday. Celebration right. o.o dunno la. lol.
Still going home wif my dear jnr <333333

Saturday. Dunno got co anot. Maybe?
Wahh~ No tuition. Yes. Can slack throughly.

Sunday. Guess tt I have nth on.

I can't get you off my mind.

I'm lyk addicted to O2Mania. lol.

I want some new NDS games. Ahhhh.

Hope this week will be a fine and relaxing week. I want some time to relax completely. Wow. x.x

Everything is lyk , so messy.
I will never take sides. No comments , nothing.

Blablablack sheep....

I love my dearest , cutest ever , junior Bryan :D <3

No comments. at all.

2010-02-03T03:54:00.000-08:00

I have no comments about anything anymore.

How I wish I never ever exist.

Tell me , it's all fake.

1st Feb

2010-02-01T04:31:00.001-08:00

1st Feb - A new month.

Attended chinese thing thing. Singing~
Singing is nice~~~~~
I think I have cracked some jokes... o.o
urr . im lame....

Lost my thumbdrive. got damn sad D: haixx

trade in for new nds <3 next time take photo bah....

urr... still got wat....

oh ya.... juniors come in.
ok im gonna bring a bomb. a lighter. a matchstick. a candle. whatever. some ppl know what i meant~

today tuition. balloons. omg. make me want go back to a few years ago which i lyk , spam make doggies , flowers. woah.

i need new nds games <3 what games nice to recommend? :O

im... off to sleep. lala...

Argh.

2010-01-25T07:20:00.000-08:00

Argh. Stomachache suxs.
Manage to hold on for 3 days. But today just lyk really cnnt take it. Rarrw. =X
Feeling unwell.

SORRY !!
Sorry. I'm seriously sorry. I thought you was really ignoring me. >< Sorry!!!
It's seriously not your fault. Really. >.<
Jiayous with your work okay. :) After everything is done. Don't "ignore" me le. Ok? ><
Just treat me as crazy. ><
Jiayous for this year!! ;D Luvvv uuee :)
SORRY.
You made me feel abit happy for saying not ignoring me. Thanks. :D

-Deepest apologies to JingWen =X -

Went to buy Da Mu Zhi. Lol. So... huai nian.

The Sec1s are coming in this week~

LocoRoco music is damn funny and cute!! Omg. >.<

Rmb of KaiJun , my di. x.x haixx.

Got new di liao.
Ok Wanrui , he's my di. Don't snatch.

Btw.
Nice one CWR. U made me drop it.
I will forgive you~~~~
Cux it's alright. -.- Thank goodness.

I just can't decide. Lalala.

O2Mania is cool. o.o
I managed to get the hang of it I guess ... :D

Don't worry Steffi. :)

Ok I'm gonna rest. -_- otherwise I wouldn't appear in school tmr. ._."

Not reaching the happiness part yet. Hope nth pulls me down. Lyk ...............

What a boring day.

2010-01-21T05:52:00.000-08:00

Boring day.

Thought about things. Wanted to ask you something but you were busy.
I still don't understand.

Forget to wear ET today. Teacher told me to run liddat. With uniform.
Fine.
Wasn't feeling well in the first place. Whatever.

Finally played my NDS once again. Omg. Games roxs.

I still can't do it.

2010-01-20T05:11:00.000-08:00

I still can't do it. I can't bring myself to the word "happiness".
Yes , I am pessimistic - while people thought that I was optimistic.
Tell me - It's all fake. The one I am truly am is fake.
If this goes on , I am gonna to lose all my emotions except being emo. I'm already starting to lose my emotions.
I don't feel the same. Never.
I'm just an useless and stupid person and a damn brainless freak who has no courage and is just plain shit.
Since when has my world started to fall apart....?
There's no one.

20 January 2010.
Comments? I don't remember. Anyway , I'm just a invisible person.

Surprise!!

2010-01-19T05:39:00.000-08:00

Surprise Bdae Party for Ryan Ng Guan Yun today. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XDXD

His face was lyk funny when he was tio shocked. LOL. =X

Saw someone alot of times today and I was lyk spamming his name but he seem not to hear it. TTOTT

Get well soon Xinzhen!!!

Omg. Today was lyk o.0 .

Ate tomyam cup noodles~~~~~~~~

Special thanks to :
Siuhui , Wanrui , Shi Han , Cheery , TunWei , Bryan(Junior hors) :) Luvvvvvvv u all . :D

I will still try to be happy once again. But i dunno how long....