Friday, May 14, 2010


Crap. Got back some of the papers today and I am fucking disappointed in myself. :(
How am I gonna say the news?

我对自己真的好失望,为什么无论我多么的努力,都无法得到我想拥有的东西?为什么我做的东西总是都是白费的?无论是什么事,结果我做的都是白费的。我做出的付出没被看出,没关系。可是……
我不想说太多,也不想知道。我一直尽力去做了……

我不知道你们到底要什么。我没得到,你们就瞧不起我。我知道你什么都没做就能够轻易得到,我却没有。你还去瞧不起我。说一些会让我受伤的话。好,你要说,就去说。但为什么你们要联合起来瞧不起我?我知道我自己很没用,没像你们那么厉害,好吗?我已经没有依靠了…… 我可以被你们瞧不起,但需要把我当成废人吗?
当我在喊救命时,有人吗?
我好羡慕,真的好羡慕。你们都不像我一样。我也没像你们那样。

只有我在悲伤的时候才与我说话。 

我真得不像管了。你们忘了你们所做下的承诺。

当你心情不好时,不要把气出在我身上。我难道就不会觉得痛苦吗?

假面具-能够待多久?

我真的好害怕。害怕我会变得孤单一个人。我的无能。


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