Sunday, November 1, 2009


Suay suay suay suay suay T.T

These few days v suay. Can't rmb what happened.

Down with fever AGAIN. This suxs.

Fall down a few times @ home :/
Walk walk walk then fall. wth?

Otaku Encyclopedia is nice. lol.
Atlus games roxs.

Having a own sectiom SA on Friday. woah. jiayous for it. ><

My skills are still lyk shit. Damn T.T I'm so damn useless.

Tuition starting on 23 November... Guess I will be continuing...

Borrowed books from library. COOL.

2 months of holiday. Woah. ><











Seriously. Life suxs. I become emotionless. Ever since tt incident. Has it really affected me greatly? I dunno. I just dunno anymore.
The happiness within me has disappeared... I never never felt any joy anymore... No love , no hate.
But seriously , I don't. I can't bring myself to too. Never I would. I hope the warmth you gave me , the support you ever had gave me... I hope they weren't fake...
How I hope you wouldn't anymore... If you want me to do anything that will stop you from tt , I will...
Each truth hurts me. I'm horrible. I'm damn bad. I sux. I envy people. What? I'm just full of jealousy...
I'm scared of being lonely. Am I? I dunno. I want to be in my own world... I stepped out. What do I get? Hurt? Pain? Sadness? Loneliness? I DONT WANNA FACE TT. I REALLY REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF IT. I HAVE BEEN HURT SO DEEPLY. I DONT WANNA STEP OUT. THE TRUTH HURTS. WHY DID I EVEN STEP OUT IN THE FIRST PLACE!??!! I RATHER TO BE FOREVER LONELY. WHY DID I EVEN EXIST IN THIS WORLD?! I BRING PAIN AND TROUBLES TO PPL AROUND ME!!! I RATHER TO BE ALONE FOREVER AND EVER. SO WHAT IM LONELY. I DONT WANT TO FEEL EVEN MORE HURT! I'm already v scared...
I envy people who doesn't get hate by anyone. I sux. I did many bad things so people hate me. See. Im just shit.
I envy people who can score well. I'm stupid. I can't achieve my mum's expectations towards me , making her disappointed and angry everytime.
I just sux. Im full of jealousy. What good points do I have? none. DUH.
Im just shit. I don't even know why am I existing in this world. Its just wastage of things.
为什么我会存在在这世界!?!?
No one cares. No one knows...
It's lyk... I'm lyin to myself... So I can don't think about it... But actually is not... Really...


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