Tuesday, October 27, 2009


Yo ppl. Had hike today. lol.

Tiring la. x.x

Walked till v tiring.

SunChin chased away a cat! -.- wl. cat cat T.T

Rained. Nice. Walked in rain. Sibei shiok XDXDXD I love this. Scarli tmr sick. Just recovered lurh. zzz.

Received tuition timing. Wth? Sec2 timing is the same as sec1. sianx.

Today knew overall results. Sianx la. 2 A1 only. Same thing. Maths and Science. D: (I think?)

Phew. Tired.

The truth still hurts me. I can't bring myself to see tt person. :( I'm afraid. I don't have the courage.

I want go HongKah. Ok maybe i should not. In case... yeah. :( Not family things.

Haven't moved my hand to draw. Sianx. Gonna draw again i guess. But I don't have ideas. D: CRAP.

Any nice applications for my phone? Lol.

I need new games too...

V tired le. Im gonna sleep. Buais.~













I dunno what to do. Seriously. Problems are just piling up. I don't have the courage to solve the first one. Completely none. I have been thinking alot. Seriously.
I hate myself. Seriously I do. I'm lyk so damn emotionless too. I seems to be lyk not loving anyone and hating anyone. Nth at all. What do I feel? Pain. Sadness. Tears just flow out of my eyes.
Should I be existing in this world? Is my existence important?
I don't feel so. I feel that... everybody around me hates me. I feel lonely. Seriously I hope I could say out everything I am feeling. But I can't.
I suxs. I give people troubles. That's all. Other than that? No more.
What am I thinking? I dun even understand myself. I feel lyk locking myself up in my world. Nv to come step out. I rather to be lonely forever. The world outside hurts. Seriously.
Maybe I really should do that. I haven't decided yet. I dunno. Depends.

世界是残酷的吗？心里的痛与悲伤，到底该怎么办。我好希望好希望，能够忘掉这一切，或选择另一个，就是根本就不该存在在这世界上。我的存在就像是能带给其他人痛苦，麻烦与烦恼。我到底或在这世界上的意义是什么？我好害怕...... 身边的人都在离开我的感觉.......他们的眼神似乎对我带着恨...
果然，幸福是永远根本不能用旧的，我怕的事，最终还是来的......


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